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The best feeling in the world is finally knowing that you took a step in the right direction, a step towards the future where everything that you never thought was possible, is possible.
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| Did you go Black Friday shopping this year? What did you go for? Did anything happen with all the crazy people running around? -Yes, I did go Black Friday shopping and it was absolute madness. Nothing happened near us that I know of, but elsewhere, yes. Black Friday is a good concept, but not a good idea in this society.
What phone service provider do you have? Is it pretty reliable, or so you lose signal often? -I have Sprint and it is pretty reliable. It has its moments like every other one though. How did you celebrate Thanksgiving this year? Did you spend anytime with your family? Is there anyone you don't really like to be around? -Had an early dinner with my family . . . and I love being around everyone!
What is the most emotional painful thing you have been through? How did you overcome this? Does it still affect you sometimes? -Probably the realization of losing a good friend to a painful, unfair disease, but there are many other things that still bother me today. You realize sooner or later that life and death is completely unfair and not everybody has an equal opportunity to choose one or the other, but the suffering is well over and that is enough to get me by. Sometimes it gets me down, especially now . . . it's almost been two years and I cannot believe it.
If you could meet anyone famous, that you haven't already met, what would you say to this person? Have you ever met someone who turned out to be nothing like you imagined? -I would meet Dr. Suess. I wouldn't be sure what to say, but I would love to write a book with him. And, yes.
What is something you are really looking forward to? How much longer do you have to wait? -I'm looking forward to Christmas with the hopes that it brings my family closer.
What is the best gift someone has given you? Have you ever bought anyone something cheesy, and they bought you something awesome? -I'm not really sure. I haven't really thought about it.
Have you ever just given up on someone, and stopped caring? What happened between the two of you? -Yeah, sometimes it's better to just let someone go than have them hurt you continuously. I haven't stopped caring about them necessarily; I hope they're doing well, but I don't care to see or hear from them.
Do you listen to any music that people are surprised to find out about? Have you listened to pretty much the same music your whole life? -At work I was told that I listened to the ghetto kind of music and when I told them that I really only listen to country. And, yes. I was raised listening to country and have carried it with me ever since.
Have you ever been over to someone's house, and been too shy to use the bathroom? How long did you hold it? Did you finally give in, or did you wait until you left? -I use the bathroom whenever and wherever. Do you check Facebook as much as you used to? What do you usually do when you get on FB? -I'm not on it THAT much, but I get notifications through my phone so I kinda always check them.
What do people compliment you most on? Do you see this is your best feature? Has someone ever complimented you on something that you felt you didn't deserve praise for? -Probably my smile or my eyes. Sometimes my hips. I like my smile the best . . . and whenever someone comments on my hips I hate it. | | |
| Is there anyone you feel like talking to right now? hell yeah. my boyfriend. i'd give up my brand new car to be able to sleep next to him tonight, damnit.
Do you lead yourself on? jesus christ, i hope not.
Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist? optimist.
Are your profile pictures on Facebook ever risque or suggestive in any way? no. i don't find myself attractive enough to take & post those kinds of pictures of myself. plus, i'm not a internet whore.
Have you ever seen "The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou"? i suuuure have.
Are you listening to your favorite song right now? no.
Have you ever been in an argument where the other person was so stupid that you just couldn't argue anymore? yes. this happens a lot of times. especially when i'm fighting with people like dillan. he's just so fucking BLONDE.
Do you have a lot of close friends? no.
Do you ever feel that people talk too much about topics which they don't know enough about? i think that way about a handful of specific people.
Do you find that many people just stop talking to you (on AIM, Facebook, texting, etc.) without saying good-bye? -Uhh, not really. It's kind of a mutual agreement.
Do you like to complain? -I complain all the time and I never realize it until someone says it.
Do you think that just because lyrics have a "poetic sensibility", it's deep? -Not at all. A lot of songs just rhyme senseless words together, but don't necessarily have a meaning at all let alone a deep one.
How many Facebook notifications do you get a day? -I don't keep track.
How many picture comments do your profile pictures usually get? -Blah.
Do you ever try to delete people from your life? -I don't think you can really delete people. You can 'stop seeing them' but somewhere out there you know they are still around. It's always in the back of your mind and memories are always real.
Are you in the habit of lying? -We all lie, but I don't make it a habit . . . I don't lie about big things. I hate being lied to.
During a concert, are you loud and screaming, or quiet and listening to the music? -Loud, screaming, dancing, etc. :)
If you had a perfect relationship and your significant other did not want to get married, would you happily live with them for the rest of your life unmarried? -I wouldn't see why not. Marriage, to me is most definitely not everything. Actually, I feel like it actually makes a relationship harder though it probably makes it deeper in most respects. However, I guess I feel like if you're in a happy relationship why try to 'fix' it with marriage? Leave well enough alone, right?
Would you rather be ignored or insulted? -I'd rather be insulted. It's the best way to know exactly how someone feels and I absolutely HATE being ignored . . . even though it comes easily to me.
Do you think dark chocolate is bitter, or just very sweet? -Dark chocolate is bitter and nasty, but if that's the only chocolate around I'll eat it (:
Is love an act of peace or courage? -A combination of both.
Do you own a set of chopsticks? -Uhhhhh, that I do not.
If you were given a test verbally, but were told to write down the answers, would you fail? -I probably wouldn't fail, but I do like to make sure I read the question the right way.
If you were in a heated argument with someone, and later found out that you were wrong, would you apologize? -Yes, I would. It happens to all of us.
Which is more of a chore: Taking care of your body or taking care of your car? -Taking care of your body. Because although owning and taking a care of a car is important and a chore, you are always going to be able to get a new one when it finally gives out. Your body, however is not replaceable and should be taken care of at all times.
Females: If you got divorced, would you change your last name back to your maiden name? -If I had kids, probably not, but if that wasn't the case then, yes.
Have you ever been entangled in seaweed while swimming in the ocean? -Not entangled, but I have stepped on it and swam through it. Sucks, I hate it. I hate seaweed.
What makes a person worse: being a cheater or being a liar? -Cheating and then lying about it.
Do you go out with your parents on a regular basis? -No, not really . . . unless we go out to eat.
Do you feel like you're a failure? -Sometimes I get really down about where I'm at in life, but then I remember that I'm young still have years left to gain experience.
Would you want to silence all the critical people in the world? -No. The critical people in the world make the best people in the world stand out.
Did you know the alphabet before you went to school? -Uh, I don't remember.
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| What's your current boy situation? -It's a pretty big situation. At first it was what it was, but now it's not that at all. My feelings have grown so much more than I had anticipated. It means more to me than ever and I didn't think it would, but it definitely has done something to me. I'm not complaining.
When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong? -Hmmm, I can't really remember. I'm a pretty good girl, I'd say.
Do you hate the last guy/girl you had a thing with? -I try not to hate anyone.
Have you ever been out past curfew? -I never really had a curfew. I mean, my parents tried to enforce one, but that's when trust plays a factor and they trusted that I wasn't doing anything obscure.
Who was the last person you cried in front of? -That's a pretty good question. Probably just myself.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? -Nope :)
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize? -I guess. In a way it was just pushed to the past, but I think about it every single day. It's kind of like a " damage has already been done " kind of situation. No matter how many times I hear the words, "I'm sorry," I never really feel the sincerity so it's hard to believe.
Latest you stayed up in the past week? And why? -Uhh, it was probably like ten or so in the morning. After work it's hard to fall asleep right away sometimes.
Do you cry a lot? Have you recently? -I wouldn't say I cry a lot, no. No more than the average person. I've been teary eyed recently, but I never really cried then.
Do you think that you’re a good person? -I do. I try to be the best I can because someone somewhere is looking up to me. And, mostly for Jillian. Everything I do is for her in some way. I love that little girl What was on your mind mostly today? -Just things that have been stressing me out. I try not to think about them too often, but sometimes I can't really help it.
Have you held hands with anyone today? -Yup(:
Last thing you and your ex boyfriend/girlfriend talked about? -I can't really remember the last time we actually talked . . . it was probably about his baby and life.
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced? -I used to want it done then my mom went and got it done and I didn't want it anymore. ;x Haha, silly mom.
INTERESTED in anyone at the moment? -Very much so.
Have a best friend? -I have thee best friend anyone could ask for. I love her so much!
Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time? -Uhhhhhhhhh, no.
Is a best friend/boyfriend/girlfriend or ex pissing you off at the moment? -Not really . . .
Do you have any plans for the weekend? -Not anything in particular. Just hanging out . . . like always.
Are you in a good mood right now? -Sure, why not! I'm always in a good mood. Haha, just kidding. But, yes. I'm in a pretty good mood right now.
What's bothering you right now? -Nothing is really 'bothering' me. I mean, I try not to think about it.
Are you on medication for anything? -Antibiotics right now actually, haha.
Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone for over an hour? -Hmm, I don't know.
If you were upset, who's the first girl you would go to? -Either Tori, Melaina or Katie. Those girls help me out so much. It's unbelievable.
Do you need to say anything to someone? -Always, I do.
What was the worst mistake of your life? -I really don't know. Name everyone you kissed this year: -Ha . . . can't.
Did your last kiss mean anything to you? -They always mean something . . . big or little somethings. It doesn't matter.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? -Story of my life.
Is it awkward when you run into your ex's? -I don't.
Is there one person you look at and automatically smile? -There are quite a few people. :)
Are you a morning person or a night person? -Neither!
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed? -Pretty much everyday.
Anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad? -Yup, I guess so.
Are there any people who don't like you? -Like I care. . .
What's on your schedule for tomorrow? -Eat, sleep, Lions, work.
Do you remember names or faces better? -Faces. Cute one (:
What were you doing last night at midnight? -At CBU dancing.
Waiting for something? -Most likely . . . pay day ?
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex? -Yeah :/
Have you ever kissed underwater? -Nope. One day . . .
Do you still talk to the person you last kissed? -Kinda hard not to when he's with me all the time. (:
Did you have a dream last night? -Yeah, a couple of weird ones.
Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to, and your sure they wont tell? -Umm, I'd like to believe so, but how can you be so sure??
Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else? -A little bit.
What’s something that’s bothering you? - . . .
Do you miss anyone right now? -Most definitely!
Do you change your phone background a lot? -Not a lot, but whenever I get a new picture that I love I change it.
Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast? -I'd say a combination of both.
If someone is interested in you right now, how should they tell you? -I guess just tell me . . . I don't really care though.
Can you commit to one person? -I can. It's just the constant fear that they cannot that scares me. I think it scares all of us though. Do you miss your past? -There are so many things that I miss, but not enough to go back in time. Everything changes for a reason and each day I just keep rolling with the punches-good or bad. Do you have a younger sister? -I do. She's my world. Are any of your friends virgins? -Wouldn't you like to know. (;
Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping? -Most of the time I don't hear it, so it's whatevs.
What are you listening to? -Scotty McCreery.
Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? -Yup, I could easily.
Have you kissed someone in '09 that means a lot to you? -No one that I was interested in a relationship with. Just Jill (:
What's your relationship between you and the last person you talked to? -Sometimes I'm not even sure.
How much cash do you have on you? -None. All in the bank, biznitch.
Are you a shy person or outgoing? -After a few minutes of warming up to whomever I'm with I'm a very outgoing person. I just have to test the waters first . . . get to know my boundaries with them.
If someone were to ask you if you were okay right now, are you? -For the most part, I'm quite content.
What would you do with a $100 bill you found on the ground? -First off, I'd play a game of finders keepers then I'd stuff it in my wallet.
What's one thing you actually remember about kindergarten? -Not understanding why the word elephant didn't start with the letter L. I argued.
Who last stared at you? -Him Has anyone seen you in your underwear, other than mom? -Yeah! Underwear time!!
Where is your cell phone? -Somewhere . . . not too sure.
Is the last person you hugged older than you? -Yessir.
What does your last text in your inbox read? -"I am now."
Are you easy to get along with? -Until someone makes me mad, yes. (:
Are you a loud person? -I can be . . .
What made you mad last? -Ehh, Idk.
Do you like to cuddle? -It's my favorite.
Have you ever tried your hardest then got disappointed later on? -Obviously. Who hasn't?
Wheres the last place you fell asleep other than your bed? -Not in my bed. (:
Could you go out in public, looking like you do now? -Just got home, but yes I would.
Do you have a reason to smile right now? -Always have some sort of reason.
Do you hate being the first person to start a conversation? -Normally am. Love to hear myself talk, I guess.
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| Do you trust your gut instinct? -Normally.
Why is it so hard to let go? -Probably just because we don't want to let go of anything or anyone we love/have loved.
The last person you kissed says they want you to be theirs. You say? -I'd say, "I'm along for the ride." (:
Does anyone call you babe? -Yup. Brad from work, haha. Inside joke.
Do you know what the difference between 'your' and 'you're' is? -Absolutely. It drives me insane when "educated" people don't know how to use correct grammar. It's really not that hard.
Do you feel like life will be easier when you're older, or harder? -It could go either way. Actually, it will probably be a mixture of both and I'd be okay with that.
Would you rather tell somebody how you feel straight up, or wait? -I'm an open person so given the fact that I feel like it's time to be straight up, I'd be.
Have you ever really been in love? -Hecks no.
Do your parent / parents actually care about you? -Oh, I'm sure they do. Haha. (:
I'm guessing your single? -I don't even know. It is what it is, yo.
What do you hear right now? -What Do You Want - Jerrod Niemann = good song<3
Who last told you they loved you? -Probably my mom on the phone, haha.
Are you wanting any tattoos at the moment? -I do . . . a few of them.
How tall is the last person you kissed? -Taller than me . . . that's all that matters.
Do you always walk around the house naked? -Not always . . . currently I'm in my towel. Lolz
What's the last thing you said that you wish you didn't say? -Umm, that's a good question. I really don't know . . .
Who was the last person you thought about? -Jillian. Just now. I can't believe she starts school soon. She's growing up too fast. Ugh!
Are you rubber or glue? -"I'm rubber you're glue. Whatever you say bounces off of me and sticks to you!" :)
Is there someone in your life who tries to make your life hell? -Probably not one purpose. My life isn't that way, anyway, but sometimes!! People work my nerves.
Have you ever woken up with your clothes on inside out? -I have not. Lol
What is your method of studying? -Ha.
What was the last song that bounced throughout your eardrums? -Secrets-One Republic<3
If someone told you to jump off a bridge, would you? -It depends.
Does it ever feel like the world's on your shoulders? -Sometimes it can. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed with things, but I overcome them eventually.
Why did you last say you're sorry? -Uh, I don't know.
You're stuck in a cage with a lion, do you pet it? -I'd probably be dead . . .
What is your opinion on suicide? -I believe that people get stuck in a 'darkness' that they cannot get out of and they think suicide is that last option. It's a terrible, terrible thing and is really unfortunate that people have to feel like lonely in the first place, but once they get there, there's no going back. You cannot save someone that doesn't want to save themselves and that's terrible in itself.
Have you ever been ditched by your friends? -It is what it is, right?
Do you like music for the lyrics or the tune? -Both!
When was the last time you did cocaine? -Oh, you know. I gotta get my fix soon here.
When was the last time you smoked weed? -All the time, errday 'cause I'm a baller.
What does your hair look like now? -Twisted up in a towel.
Name 3 things you can't stand from people? -Cockiness, stupidity, lies. | | |
| Are you wearing comfortable clothes? -Pretty darn comfortable, I'd say so.
Would you ever buy a $200 shirt ? -I'd rather buy something more useful to my everyday life for 200 bucks.
What is the most expensive item you have received from someone? -My laptop. Which, I could not live without now that I have it. <3
Do you have a fireplace in your house? -Negative.
Do you like marshmallows in your hot cocoa? -That's the only way to drink hot cocoa. For real.
If you wear it, does your eyeliner always get smeared everywhere? -I wear it sometimes, and no it doesn't. I don't cake it on like a lot of people do.
Do air fresheners make your nose run? -Not that I'm aware of, lol.
When was the last time you vacuumed? -Jillian actually 'gacuumed' my apartment last weekend.
Have you tried those new macaroni flavored crackers? -I'm not a big fan of macaroni. Since Jillian was old enough to eat macaroni has been her favorite food . . . needless to say, I've been burnt out on it.
Does your hair get greasy if you don't wash it for a day? -No, not really. If I didn't work at AAM I could let it go for a day, but if I'm going to take a shower to wash my body, I might as well wash my hair, too. :)
How do you usually wear your hair? -Down and scrunched normally-easy fix to curly/wavy hair. Other times I straighten it and wear it down. It always goes up though at the end of the day because of good ole work.
Do you stay on the computer doing surveys when you're super tired and need to go to sleep ? -No, not really. When I'm super tired, I go to bed. lol
Do you ever get headaches from being on the computer so long? -Noppppppppe.
Do you shave your legs in the shower or when you get out ? -In the shower, for sure.
Is there something more important you could be doing right now? -I could clean the kitchen being as there are still dirty dishes and food sitting out, but it can wait till I feel like it.
Do you use dryer sheets in your laundry? -Nope. I use fabric softener in the washer.
Is your house always clean? -For now it is. New apartment = trying to maintain things.
Are there any rumors going on about you? -Rumors at work, yup. Arg. Whatevs, dawg.
Is your life full of drama? -Normally no, but when it comes, it comes in a large dose.
Do you know anyone with a fake I.D.? -Not that I can think of, no.
Can you walk down the street without getting stopped every 2 seconds by a guy? -Who gets stopped by a guy every 2 seconds, seriously? Are you really interested in the lives of celebrities like Miley Cyrus? -It's not like I try to stay up-to-date on celebs. But, Miley Cyrus has been pretty quiet lately.
What would you do if you saw a complete stranger dealing drugs in public? -In all honesty, I would probably just walk by and think to myself what a messed up world this is. I might say something, it depends if I feel like getting shot on that day.
If you don't have to be up by a certain time, do you like to sleep in as late as possible? -Absolutely. But, I set my alarm for an hour or so earlier than what time I have to wake up. Then I let my snooze go off every 15-20 minutes that way by the time I actually have to be up, I'm up. :)
What did you buy the last time you went clothes shopping? -I was at Victoria Secret and bought a bra and some panties (;
How many books do you think you read in a month? -Maybe one . . . ahhhh!
How often do you play video games? What are some of your favourites? -Not all the time, but I do love me some Call of Duty!!!
What are a few things that get on your nerves when it comes to Facebook (or your social networking site of choice)? -Stupid drama, nosey people ( though I can be one ) and I HATE when it doesn't load pictures. Lol
Do you keep a hand-written journal or diary? -Yes, I do. I have quite a few of them.
What are three things you've started to like lately? -Somebody, things, life. <3 (;
What was the last reason for having butterflies in your stomach? -"Brie, I'm not opening the door. Someone is holding the handle!" So, I looked through the peep hole and someone I didn't expect was smiling on the other side :)
If you live with your parents, do you spend a lot of time with them? If you don't, how often do you go home to visit them? -I don't spend too much time with them. I mean, not this week anyway.
Do you need a lot of space in relationships, or are you happy to spend a lot of time with your SO? -A combination of both. I like to have my own friends, my own place and time to myself. But, also, I like having them around, too. It all depends.
What was the last thing you cooked from scratch? -Probably chicken noodle soup considering that's the only thing I really make from scratch, lol.
Have you ever won anything from those games in arcades? -Me and Jill are awesome when we're in Chuck E Cheese.
When was the last time you went out to a fair? -Long time ago. The fair here is nothing compared to up north so I don't care to even go.
How far is the nearest zoo or wildlife park from your house? Do you go often? -About a half hour . . . unless you inclue Scidmore Park's petting zoo. And, no.
What are you wearing at the moment? Is it for any particular reason? -Jeans, two tank tops and a sweater.
Do you have anything interesting planned over the next few days? -Uhh, not really. I plan on working 14 hours on Monday so we'll see how that goes.
What do you do when you can't get to sleep? -Listen to music and write . . . normally.
Are you a morning person? Or does it take you a long time to wake up properly? -If I have to wake up at the crack of dawn, I'm not really a morning person just because I don't want to get out of bed. Once I'm out, I'm good.
How old is your oldest living relative? -I couldn't say.
Do you buy a lot of DVD's, or do you tend to just watch everything online for free? -I do not have very many. Actually, I had someone bring some over today (:
Could you happily spend the day in your pajamas? Or do you prefer to be out and about doing things? -I love lazy days, but I don't like to make everyday a lazy day.
When was the last time you were in a hospital, and what was the reason? -I can't even remember really. Probably when Jillian was there getting her teeth worked on.
Does everyone in your household own their own computer? -Tori lives with me. I don't thinks she has a computer, but we don't really need two.
Do you find that your feet get unusually hot at night sometimes? -No, they're normally freezing at night!
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